i broke with my gf about a week ago and i guess she took it pretty harshly cuz i got a chance to talk to her today and she confessed to me that she cut herself, she showed me her leg which had several long cuts on it. She told me she would never do it again but sadly i dont believe her. I told her to please get sum help but im not sure if she will, i also told her i would be here for her when i could and i wanted to help. The thing is i have no clue how to. If i report this inciddent her family would find out that shes gay and shes talkn to me, which she isnt supposed to. Im afraid it would only make her life worse and cause more problems for her. I am really worried and scared for her, & i love & care for her very much..any kind of advice would great

Its funny how quick the moment becomes a memory
How quick we breathe
How slow we live
Our time was once precious now a nerve I cant control
I remember the day she told me to leave the air soft as the smoke she blew in my ear
I told you so but you didn’t believe
A love as thick as a thorn
What did you expect from me
My lovelorn, my twisted sense of fate
It was never real
Lips that suffocate craving for one last touch
I cant live without the life you created for me
I spent the nights alone and days in sunlight
.....yeah still a work in progress but im glad that im writing again =]

I give up.. i dont think i want to be anything anymore..if being this way causes this much pain then fuck it..i dont wanna be gay anymore =/

blaaah i hate bein wit my family especially when the topic of gays/lesbian come up during dinner..they know the way i am yet they insist on making me feel really uncomfortable by making or saying really ignorant comments like "lesbians are disgusting" "why are they so butch and manly" and the one that got to me the most (made by my sis) "when i have kids they will not be allowe near you,they dont need that kinda "influence" (which she meant my "gay"influence) can anybody say fucked up? eh? i mean she really thinks that i will make her kids gay if im around them HA!
lammme....

ahhh new school in 2weeks D= how fun im freakin 17 and i have to start all over again...only nice things bout the new esceula is the girls there so hott lol i heard most of em r bisexual and straight...blaaah i'll be like the only lez there lol ehhh w/e mann i miss her so much =[ i cant stop thinkin about her...dannng i need to get over her and myself
ermmm gonna eat dinner now! =DD yum

My girlfriend's grandma found out about me and has made life for both of us living hell. She completely cut Lindsay(my sweetie's name =]) from the outside world, so there is no way we can communicate worst of all my mom is working against us as well. I don't know what to do i miss her and love so much i would give anything just hear my princess, i can't imagine what she is going through right now =[ is there anyone out going through something similar? if so how did or are you coping?

K so this is how it goes:
I met this amazing girl my sophmore yr in high school and we dated for 4 months until i had 2 unfortunately break up with her becuz our realationship was really screwing up her life & her grandma(her guardian) hated me. A month later she went out with this horrible guy that hated me , i was heartbroken and came to realization that i juss couldnt live w/o her and i had made a HUGE mistake. I got the nerve 2 tell her how i felt and she confessed that she was still in love with me and she was only goin out w/ this jerk to please her homophobic grandma. How ever she couldn't break up w/ him, becuz he and his loserass friends started threatening her by saying that they would tell her grandma about me and she wud be the most hated person ever. Finally the worst happened they began attacking me and my parents found out and immediately pulled me outta school and they completely cut off my connection with her. For 3 months we were kept from each other until we found each other sumhow. We both confessed that we were still very much in love w/ each other and decided to get back together...long story short:we're now in a complicated long distance relationship as if that wasn't bad enough, my parents now hate her and her grandma doesn't knowabout me .therefore i am the secret gf and to be honest its no fun =[