So.. I met this chick Thursday and we talked for a few hours. She took to calling me "baby" and "kid" and.. I kinda think I'm falling for her.
Problem: I am 19, she is 35.
Not only that but... I think she was gonna hook up with some dude, but before she left she kissed me.. On the lips. And called me beautiful.
And I'm confused and stressed and I don't know what's going on and the more I think about it the more it hurts and... GAH!!!!!!
I guess I should add a little more..
I don't know when I'm going to see her again. We met at the bar I used to work at. I hang out there cuz I can get internet there and most of the waitresses give me free food. (and a few of them are hot)
But she doesn't come there on a regular basis so it could be days or weeks.
It's been over 2 years since I've been in a relationship and I'm starting to wonder if I'm just using her.. I hope not cuz everyone I've talked to who knows her says she is really sweet and would do anything to help anyone.. They also say she's a little odd, but arent we all?

http://photo.xanga.com/bonneville1995

eventually I shall put more on there, but I have been busy..

I have pictures of my car and my trip to California...

If only I could figure out how to get them on the internet

Sooo.. yall know bout Kimmy so I'll get to the point.
She came to my graduation party. that was good. She met my brother. Not good.
Kimmy thinks my brother is cute. My brother thinks Kimmy is cute. NOT COOL.
They're trying to hook up.
Sadness.

It's been a long, long time.. What's happened since I've been gone?
I went to California for spring break, quit my job and now I have 2 offers from places that are soooo much nicer than the shithole I was working at. They pay better too.
I'll try to get some pics from my trip on here soon.
later ya'll

Gack. Yesterday I almost didn't make it to work because it was raining and all the snow turned into slush and ice. All the slush froze last night so now it's ice with a layer of snow over it and now it's like.. white-out conditions when the wind blows. I really dont want to even try to go but my neighbor works at the bar with me, and if she can get out my boss will kill me if I say I can't. (even though my neighbor has a 4-wheel drive SUV and I have a car)
I am getting sick of winter, but I love Michigan.. bah.

So.. New favorite song:
Fred Bear by Ted Nugent... one of the guys i work with said it's a Michigan thing.. whatever. I think it's the fact that I have 3 Bear bows.

Anyways... I live in michigan which means... SNOW! ARRRGH! I got stuck Wednesday.. and yesterday.
Wed. I have to call a tow truck but it was FREE!! I pay $25/year for AAA radside service, so i figured I might as well use it.

The other night some random lady at the bar (where i work) yelled at me for not wearing a coat.. it was amusing.

it rained this mornin.. Turned the 3 inches of snow on my driveway into 5 inches of icky slush that i couldn't get through.

I've decided that when I'm rich I am going to have a car custom made. It shall be a '95 Bonneville body with a diesel V8 and 4 wheel drive.

later dudes

Is it seriously 2008?
Man I feel old. I remember when everyone freaked out cuz of the whole Y2K thing.. I never really understood that.. I mean, honestly if the world is going to end, wtf can we do about it?
Any ways... New Year's resolution: Give up mountain dew. that lasted 3 hours 25 minutes.
K's NYR is to not drink for a month. If she can't do it, she'll go to dinner with me. I've been trying to explain to my coworkers that this is NOT a date. It will be me buying a friend (whom I just happen to be in love with) dinner.
Anyways.. gotta get back to school. I'll tell ya'll about my basement flood later. Might even post pics.

So, I haven't been on much lately, but ya'll know about K (hot waitress).
I haven't been able to get my mind off her since she's started hugging me*. I know it's probably nothing but a friendly gesture, I've had a rough year and she's the only one I've ever trusted with my past.. Some of it, anyway. One of my cousins died this summer, and I took it kinda hard cuz he was the first person I ever got drunk with.. Wierd, I know.
Anyways, I was almost over her, and then she started hugging me, going out of her way to "hit" me with menus or whatnot. Know what I'm talkin about? Like the play-wrestling type thing people do when they're flirting.. I just don't get it...
Ahhh, sexy woman with the amazing truck who lives only for hunting.. How can you be straight?

*See previous post

So.. I think I already told ya'll about the hot waitress, no? Well, for the last few days when I leave work she hugs me.. I am very confused. She started it, not me, and I just am not understanding it. What would a hot 30-yr-old want with an 18-yr-old kitchen slave? I mean, honestly! Every time she is bartending she wants *me* to help her carry up beer, and if she ever needs help from someone in the kitchen she asks *me*. The other day Shannon (moron) asked her why she always asks me, and of course I jumped in and said "Because I'm her bitch." (Jokingly) and Hot waitress just smiled and wandered off. And now she's hugging me. WTF?

So... boredness. I love this song, but I think they could have done better with the music video..
http://youtube.com/watch?v=k6EQAOmJrbw

So.. second hour today we were talking (god only knows why) about Richard Simmons and this.. kid behind me goes "he's such a faggot." my teacher was like "why does it matter if he's gay?" asshole replied "cuz its so sick."
when I got on the bus to go back to the main building he was acting like he was going to punch me. like some fat-ass sophmore can scare me. ha!

lmao.. So I'm sittin in my 6th hour supposed to be doin work, but it's been for-fuckin-ever since I've been on here. Quick update..
Still in lust with the 30-year-old-straight-buff-tan-hunter-chick, K. (anyone notice how I always fall for chicks whose name starts with a K or C?) She knows, we had a really deep conversation about gay people and why we might be gay (genetic makeup or something that's happened to us) and she was like 'yeah, by the way jon said...' I won't repeat what he said because it would send me into a long, angry rant, but suffice to say he blew it way the hell outta proportion.
BTW my schedule...
Literature (rocks!)
Foods For Fitness (easy A)
Child Development (same as above)
Physiology (Makes ya think)
Environment (Same as 2 &3)
Sports Medicine (Meh)

Anyways , Much love and I hope I'll be back soon.

Hey there ya'll! It's been so long..
Nothin new really except a little drama at work.. I don't have time to explain right now but I hope I'll be able to get on later and tell you some more.