I hate how I have to write a 10 page paper on everything I learned in Chinese class last year and I only have a few weeks to do it. The fact that I found out about it last week makes it feel worse.

I feel really sad, all of a sudden, because of something I've been noticing. I think my best friend and I are growing apart. I'd love to say that it's because he's been working and I haven't been able to hang out with him, but I don't think it is. We just don't really talk like we used to. When we do talk, it seems like all we do is bitch about our problems. We don't joke around or talk about random things anymore. I kinda if its b/c of me being depressed so much.

Well school is on the fast approach. I have school supplies to buy, a paper to finish, and schedules to compare. Being a senior feels so... ugh. There's so much pressure.

well, whatever. I'm hungry D: