Everytime I get in girly mode, it seems to scare me more and more about how I want to be with another girl/woman. I may only be 16, but I feel genuine feelings. I keep getting the images of soft girls and our hands clasped together, gentle kissing and touching to insanity. I just, I dunno. I'm scared. If I wasn't looking at guys and thinking of them 30% of the time, I would have to say I would be a lesbian. I'm so scared and I don't know why. I've known I liked girls for years now. Why do I always feel like it's a new feeling everytime it gets ignited in my brain? Why?