I'm annoyed because my dad ordered a fan for my laptop which won't work because it overheats because the fan is broken and the fan was too big so now he has to send it back and wait for them to get the right one in stock and I'm like "UGHH" because I just want my laptop to work. XD;

I feel bad for C. Because she can't come out like, to her school (her brother goes to school with her) or to her family, without taking a LOT of risk. I want to protect her and make things easier for her. I also feel bad because I am aware that I have it so much easier than she does. My dad is very accepting (although he worries a lot) and I can't make her parents accepting like that. All I can really do is support her from the outside.

And I think she's jealous of me for having such freedom. But I can't really blame her.

You know what would be totally awesome? To date someone who sees me as a guy. That would rock. As far as gender goes, male or female (or genderqueer or whatever) doesn't really matter to me right now.

I wish so bad I could get my name changed right now. As it, at exactly this moment. DX;

Is it just me or have my journals been getting shorter? Hmm.

~Riku