So.. I met this chick Thursday and we talked for a few hours. She took to calling me "baby" and "kid" and.. I kinda think I'm falling for her.
Problem: I am 19, she is 35.
Not only that but... I think she was gonna hook up with some dude, but before she left she kissed me.. On the lips. And called me beautiful.
And I'm confused and stressed and I don't know what's going on and the more I think about it the more it hurts and... GAH!!!!!!
I guess I should add a little more..
I don't know when I'm going to see her again. We met at the bar I used to work at. I hang out there cuz I can get internet there and most of the waitresses give me free food. (and a few of them are hot)
But she doesn't come there on a regular basis so it could be days or weeks.
It's been over 2 years since I've been in a relationship and I'm starting to wonder if I'm just using her.. I hope not cuz everyone I've talked to who knows her says she is really sweet and would do anything to help anyone.. They also say she's a little odd, but arent we all?