Wow I haven't been on here since the summer course I did way back in May.
I survived the course and it wasn't as bad as I thought it would be, now I'm back home until the end of Aug.

It's weird being back home after my first year of college, it's like I don't know how to act around my family anymore. I wouldn't call myself immature or anything but I've never been very adult like -- for lack of a better word -- and I feel that I now have to act more mature with my family, which is awkward to me.

I also didn't get a job for the summer so I'm literally doing nothing. I have way to much time on my hands and I think I'm going a bit crazy because of it.
I did buy a bunch of books from branes and noble to read though, i got through three: when you are engulfed in flames, north hanger abbey, and a room of one's own, and I'm currently reading the age of innocence.

I'm the type of person who always needs to be making future goals or planning for something and i feel that right now I'm stuck in the listless days of summer, hopefully come fall when I'm back at school I'll be more driven to do something.