First of all I want to thank everyone who commented on my last journal entry!

And since I usually whine in all my entries, I've decided (for this one at least) to be a bit more positive (or at least neutral)

So here it goes:

A. Well I have a mini crush on a friend of mine but (good news) i KNOW she is straight so I now can get over it, I've realized that knowing the sexual orientation (for me) is such a big plus in order to get over them, the not knowing makes me hope their gay which basically puts me in more distress...
(haha sometimes I wish I wasn't so idealistic)

B. I sent in a postcard to post secret :p
on the top it says: we are PERFECT for each other -- then picture of happy couple getting married -- and at the bottom it says -- too bad your straight -- So if it ever gets posted its mine!! I'm actually really glad I sent it in, it was really freeing in a way, because I basically summarized my whole frustrated in this postcard

C. I went to this insanely great party sat night. It was so much fun for two reasons -- i didn't have to pay for alchole (which costs a lot b/c its really expensive here) and I had amazing conversations with some very good friends. I wasn't going to go to the party beasue I didn't know very many people there and so didn't feel like going but i am so very glad I did. I had the best talk with a good friend of mine about sexuality and other things. Though she is straight she said the greatest thing to me :) and it made me really happy (I don't like her or anything it was just a sweet thing to say)

D. I'm going back home tomorrow to visit the family, which should be fun or at the very least relaxing and a change of pace from this city...