You went to see your girlfriend just as planned.
I sit alone, just staring at the wall.
You said you'd try to make her understand -
you wouldn't let the love we share just fall.
You went to see your girlfriend and I'm here.
I stare at clouds inside my coffee mug.
My heart is racing, mainly out of fear.
I sure could use your famous, shoddy hug.
You said you'd tell her everything today.
You swore you'd tell her she is on the outs.
Since I'm not there, I don't know what you'll say.
I'm sitting here with questions, fears, and doubts.
You keep on saying that you love me so ..
then gay or bi - you'll let the woman go.