I don't know if I've ever been depressed like this. So depressed that at every minute, my eyes are glazed over, stinging, ready to leak tears.

I think I've figured out what I'm feeling.

Homesick.

Homesick for a hospital.

I feel like I've been adopted and brought to a new home, except I'm with my family and in my own home.

I don't know what to do to even ease this feeling.

I'm so depressed.

No answers are in my sight.

I feel stuck in this feeling.

Help.